Exclusive Excerpt from His Wildest Dream
by Xander Collins
“I’m the one who’s afraid.” I heard the words come out of his mouth, but my mind couldn’t comprehend what they meant. He didn’t look like he could possibly be afraid of anything. There was no fear in his eyes at all. They he knew exactly what they wanted, and they were looking right at me.
“Afraid of what?” I asked, finally able to get the words out.
Cameron paused for a long moment, and I swear a smile curled up on one edge of his mouth. “I’m afraid foryou, Daniel.”
His words echoed in my head and pulsated through me, especially the way he said my name. It sounded like a rich, chocolate dessert melting off his tongue. I swallowed hard and took a deep breath. “Don’t be.”
Cameron moved an inch closer to me, then brought his hand up to my face. I sucked my breath in when his fingers touched my cheek and his thumb ran across my lower lip. “You’re so innocent. I’m afraid of corrupting you. Of taking the sweetness away from your eyes.”
My heart sank. I didn’t want Cameron to know how inexperienced I was, and I quickly blurted out a complete lie. “I’m not innocent. I’ve been with other men.” It was partly true. I’d fooled around with one other guy, but we never went all the way. We were both too nervous. But now I wished we had, just so I didn’t have to lie to Cameron.
He paused for a long moment, like he was deciding if he believed me, then he smiled again. “Do you want this, Daniel?”
“Yes,” I said way too quickly and loudly, in a high-pitched voice that made me cringe. “I mean … yes … I do.”
“Do you even know what I’m asking?”
I was afraid now. Not because I thought Cameron would hurt me, but because his touch felt so incredible and I didn’t want him to take it away. I didn’t want him to know I was a virgin.
I could feel his intensity moving through me, even before his hand touch my face. But where his fingers brushed up against my skin, it was like nothing I’d ever felt before. “I want whatever you want,” I said, my voice shaking.
Suddenly everything fell away and all I could see was Cameron. I stopped being afraid and I stopped having to remind myself that this was actually happening. It was happening. Cameron’s hands were wrapped around my head and he was moving closer. His scent changing slightly and surrounding me like a warm cocoon.
When his lips finally met mine, my body melted against his. All my life I’d been waiting for a kiss like this. I’d lay in bed imagining what it would be like to see stars or experience what people meant when they said the earth moved.
But this was nothing close to what I’d imagined. Every cell in my body was buzzing. I felt like my insides were lighting up and crashing through me like waves. Every place where my body touched Cameron’s felt like it was pulsating until I couldn’t tell where I ended, and he began. And I had no idea if I was standing or laying down of flying through the air. I felt like the only thing holding me up was Cameron’s strong alpha body.
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